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| Please, having lot of BIGGER dreams is a must !!! |
Someday i was wondering
about tomorrow. Time flies fast and i can’t wait and see what will i be
tomorrow. Tomorrow i have to be a better person than today, i have to make my
parents and myself proud to my achievements. Achievements those i have made
from many many months ago (many semesters, maybe LOL), complete with the
mission that i should done to reach it.
I have a lot of friends that
can speak english fluently, have very good public speaking. Previously, i just
thinking, “what is the benefit of that skill? Hmm, maybe i’ll get those skills
day-by-day tomorrow, so i don’t have to confusing myself”. But now i realize
that i must awake from that dream, terrific dream, exactly. Dream that never
become true in this “brutal” real world.
So, today, 27 September
2014, i braved myself to take english course at L*A semarang. At 1 o’clock i
headed a placement test with a little bit of knowledge and preparation, but i had some morale supplies. This morale supplies is the most important for me, because of
my weakness, i always become nervous when i go to strange place with full of
strange people. So, i always prepare this thing first.
OK, the first test was
written test (including listening section, reading section, and many more). In
this first test, all of the participant did it by themself silently. I was on
“nomal-mode” in this first test, there is no problem. After 60 minutes ends, we
started the second test, oral test / interview. Wow, my heartbeat was going
fast, but i didn’t count it, i didn’t have much time to it. All in my head was,
“Sang, you have to take ‘the-morale-potion’, you have to stabilize your mind,
calm down... The interviewer just want to know a little bit of you, nothing
more. You have the answer, easy boy”.
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| Kinda "unlimited booster-potion" |
Five people pershift, i got
the first shift. There was 3 girls (truely, they have younger face than me) and
a boy (this boy is my colleague at Electrical Engineering ’11, Akbar Satria Wardana). I got the first
turn to introduce myself and that was good, i still could control my head. I
could speak gently. Then, the second until the last person had introduced them
self. But the real thing was these girls has better skill than mine, ohhhh... i
was so depressed.
I am a 7th semester student,
and they are in 5th and 3rd now. I
wasn’t SHY, but DISAPPOINTED to myself. I wasn’t shy because of my age, that older than theirs, but
disappointed because WHY, WHY I DIDN’T START TO LEARN THIS FROM EARLY ?!?! How
stupid i am.
But, nevertheless, i have
started “A Little New Step”. Step that triggered another steps to reach my
visions through my missions. Sorry about my bad english, but i promise to
myself to stay awake, to keep learn and learn from today and yesterday. For a better-tomorrow. And maybe i’m going to laugh
at this first posting in bad-english because of my better knowledge and morale next day, I
WILL !!!
-MasRisang-
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